{"id":1000,"date":"2013-08-21T06:02:15","date_gmt":"2013-08-21T13:02:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/michellejolin.com\/wordpress\/?p=1000"},"modified":"2013-08-20T18:51:50","modified_gmt":"2013-08-21T01:51:50","slug":"re-entering-the-default-world","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?p=1000","title":{"rendered":"Re-entering the Default World"},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote><p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Children waiting for the day they feel good<br \/>\nHappy birthday, happy birthday<br \/>\nAnd I feel the way that every child should<br \/>\nSit and listen, sit and listen<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;Gary Jules\/Mad World<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Picket lines and picket signs<br \/>\nDon&#8217;t punish me with brutality<br \/>\nTalk to me<br \/>\nSo you can see<br \/>\nWhat&#8217;s going on<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;Marvin Gaye\/What&#8217;s Going On<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Returning from a vacation is always challenging. Kind of a bummer. It&#8217;s always hard to get back into productive employee mode, even if you like your job, but some years it&#8217;s worse than others.<\/p>\n<p>The year Mark and I went to <a href=\"http:\/\/burningman.com\" target=\"_blank\">Burning Man<\/a>, 2001, was one of those years.<\/p>\n<p>It is always weird coming back to the real world after Burning Man. A lot of Burners refer to it as coming back to the Default World. Not the real world, but&#8230;the one we&#8217;re sort of stuck with. The one that we inherited. Burning Man is a completely custom world, rebuilt every year. It is a wild, wild, mind-altering ride. When you spend a week where everybody lives in a sort of dream state made physical, it changes the way you view the world. It&#8217;s a lot like a hallucinogen. Even once you&#8217;re off the trip, your vision and memory still retain traces of what you saw and lived under the influence.<\/p>\n<p>The week we returned from 2001 Burning Man, with the playa dust barely out of our hair, Mark got laid off from work.<\/p>\n<p>Still reeling from the layoff, then came 9\/11 and the whole country was turned upside down. The Default World, has never seemed more surreal than 2001. 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