{"id":3171,"date":"2013-12-23T06:00:22","date_gmt":"2013-12-23T14:00:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/michellejolin.com\/wordpress\/?p=3171"},"modified":"2013-12-22T20:36:06","modified_gmt":"2013-12-23T04:36:06","slug":"writing-under-the-influence","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?p=3171","title":{"rendered":"Writing under the influence"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>At a certain point, I have to just own up to being too drugged to write anything that contains logic. I don&#8217;t have a problem with that. Hell, it&#8217;s not like there&#8217;s a lot of logic in what I write under normal circumstances anyway.  What I don&#8217;t quite understand, though, is why I have such a hard time finishing any one of the several partially written pieces I have already started. They have a basic progression outlined. It shouldn&#8217;t be hard to just clean them up, but for some reason I&#8217;m really struggling with it right now.<\/p>\n<p>Apparently, when I swig codeine and Robitussin DM straight out of the bottle for days at a time it&#8217;s really more conducive to a more stream of consciousness style of writing. Sorry about that.  Someone else might do something like, oh, NOT POST ANYTHING, but I have a streak going and I don&#8217;t want to break it even if it means coming across as a loon.<\/p>\n<p>Plus, it&#8217;s not like that quality bar is all that high to start with.<\/p>\n<p>I type really fast when I&#8217;m on cold meds.<\/p>\n<p>Huh.<\/p>\n<p>This is going nowhere fast. This is the problem when you don&#8217;t have a destination to start with. If I have a basic idea of what I want to say, I might not end up saying it very well but at least there&#8217;s some sort of point. Does that matter?<\/p>\n<p>Here are a few of my random thoughts:<br \/>\nNick Foles does not look old enough to play in the NFL, and he looks like Opie Taylor<br \/>\nI love Elvis Costello and people who love him as much as I do.<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t want to eat anything<br \/>\nWhy do people like &#8220;The Sound Of Music&#8221; so much?<br \/>\nI hope I will be well enough to go to Eugene on Tuesday<br \/>\nMy candles are melting all wonky<br \/>\nMaybe a cup of coffee would help<br \/>\nMy mind, not the candles<br \/>\nThis commercial with &#8220;Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas&#8221; as a soundtrack just kills me<\/p>\n<p>This is how William Faulkner got his start, right?<\/p>\n<p>Yoknapatawpha County is no different from Tigard, except that it&#8217;s fictional. Which might be sort of an important difference, or might not. Maybe Tigard is fictional. <\/p>\n<p>Maybe I am. <\/p>\n<p>That would make a lot of sense. <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ll check on that when the Robitussin wears off. <\/p>\n<p>Wait&#8211;how will I know?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>At a certain point, I have to just own up to being too drugged to write anything that contains logic. I don&#8217;t have a problem with that. Hell, it&#8217;s not like there&#8217;s a lot of logic in what I write under normal circumstances anyway. What I don&#8217;t quite understand, though, is why I have such &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?p=3171\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Writing under the influence<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3171","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-words"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p7lr3R-P9","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":6851,"url":"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?p=6851","url_meta":{"origin":3171,"position":0},"title":"Don&#8217;t be afraid of the dark","author":"Michelle","date":"August 2, 2014","format":false,"excerpt":"Turn the lights on or you'll ruin your eyes! 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