{"id":3176,"date":"2013-12-24T06:50:08","date_gmt":"2013-12-24T14:50:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/michellejolin.com\/wordpress\/?p=3176"},"modified":"2013-12-24T06:47:28","modified_gmt":"2013-12-24T14:47:28","slug":"i-surrender","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?p=3176","title":{"rendered":"I surrender"},"content":{"rendered":"
\n

I can see inside you, the sickness is rising
\nDon’t try to deny what you feel
\n(Will you give in to me?)
\nIt seems that all that was good has died
\nAnd is decaying in me
\n(Will you give in to me?)
\n–Disturbed\/Down With The Sickness<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Too sick to write. Please enjoy some late 90’s head banging while I am away. <\/p>\n

Down, way down, with the sickness.<\/p>\n

Can we reschedule Christmas?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I can see inside you, the sickness is rising Don’t try to deny what you feel (Will you give in to me?) It seems that all that was good has died And is decaying in me (Will you give in to me?) –Disturbed\/Down With The Sickness Too sick to write. Please enjoy some late 90’s … Continue reading I surrender<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3176","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-words"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p7lr3R-Pe","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":1522,"url":"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?p=1522","url_meta":{"origin":3176,"position":0},"title":"People I love, let’s spell them out…","author":"Michelle","date":"September 18, 2013","format":false,"excerpt":"Love hurts, love scars, love wounds And mars, any heart Not tough or strong enough To take a lot of pain --Nazareth\/Love Hurts I was thinking about some of the people I love yesterday, and wanted to write about them, or recognize them in some way. 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