{"id":367,"date":"2013-07-17T06:00:46","date_gmt":"2013-07-17T13:00:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/michellejolin.com\/wordpress\/?p=367"},"modified":"2013-07-16T20:44:25","modified_gmt":"2013-07-17T03:44:25","slug":"i-dont-know-i-dont-care","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?p=367","title":{"rendered":"I don&#8217;t know. I don&#8217;t care"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t know. I don&#8217;t care. And it doesn&#8217;t make any difference.&#8221; ~Jack Kerouac<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Doesn&#8217;t make any difference.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>In a sense, it&#8217;s obviously true. After all, we all end up dead. 100% of us. Should we not eat or drink because it&#8217;s a waste of time given the inevitability of death? Obviously, all of us who have access to food and water have made a choice to eat and drink on a regular basis. It makes our limited time less so, and given the right kind of food and drink it also makes things a lot more enjoyable. Or less so, given a lack of food and drink.<\/p>\n<p>Things we do can make a difference to ourselves, to others, and\u00a0 to the world&#8211; even if the ultimate outcome is ReaperVille. We can make the world easier for future generations, or more beautiful. Or, if we&#8217;re that sort of person,\u00a0 we can opt to make things worse.\u00a0 If you take a particularly grim view, we change things\u00a0 by just dying and becoming fertilizer and helping the grass grow.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t know&#8221; and &#8220;I don&#8217;t care&#8221; make a difference, too.\u00a0 Knowing stuff results in changing what we do\/what we know how to do. If you know about nutrition and eat a better diet, maybe you&#8217;ll live longer and have more children and contribute to overpopulating the world more heavily than you might have if you&#8217;d remained ignorant. (Sorry, grim world view again) Or maybe you&#8217;ll learn about agriculture, and through caring about your family or the world as a whole, be motivated to invent improved ways of feeding the world. Or maybe you&#8217;ll learn about cancer and save zillions of future lives. Or you&#8217;ll become an urban designer who finally figures out where to put all these people. Whatever. It&#8217;ll make a difference.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t think you can not make a difference no matter how hard you try not to know or care. The not knowing and not caring also have an impact.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Will anything any of us do change the fact that we are all bound for death? Nuh-uh.<\/p>\n<p>Does that matter? Nope.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Know.<\/p>\n<p>Care.<\/p>\n<p>Make a difference.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t know. I don&#8217;t care. And it doesn&#8217;t make any difference.&#8221; ~Jack Kerouac &nbsp; &#8220;Doesn&#8217;t make any difference.&#8221; In a sense, it&#8217;s obviously true. After all, we all end up dead. 100% of us. Should we not eat or drink because it&#8217;s a waste of time given the inevitability of death? Obviously, all of &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?p=367\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">I don&#8217;t know. 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