{"id":5689,"date":"2014-05-09T10:30:43","date_gmt":"2014-05-09T17:30:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/michellejolin.com\/wordpress\/?p=5689"},"modified":"2014-05-09T10:21:22","modified_gmt":"2014-05-09T17:21:22","slug":"a-circle-of-not-writing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?p=5689","title":{"rendered":"How not to get anything written"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So I was writing about self image because of thinking about shit because of fat camp which led to thinking about what I am trying to replace when I swallow food instead of feeling emotions which led to me thinking about the 1 in 5 college girls who get sexually assaulted which led to trying to write a story about a girl who gets raped which led me to thinking about how I never have been raped but I have fucked a lot of guys to avoid it coming to that which led to thinking about if promiscuity can ever be healthy which led to thinking and writing about relationships I have had with men over the years which led me back to writing about self image and then I was just in a loop so I decided to write about not writing about any of it. <\/p>\n<p>There.<\/p>\n<p><meta name=\"twitter:card\" content=\"summary_large_image\" \/><br \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:site\" content=\"@site_username\" \/><br \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:title\" content=\"Michelle's House of Horrors\" \/><br \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:description\" content=\"Perhaps. 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