{"id":5822,"date":"2014-05-17T04:20:51","date_gmt":"2014-05-17T11:20:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/michellejolin.com\/wordpress\/?p=5822"},"modified":"2014-05-17T07:52:05","modified_gmt":"2014-05-17T14:52:05","slug":"if-its-true","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?p=5822","title":{"rendered":"When it&#8217;s true"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A while ago I decided that I needed to write a chapter of my ongoing story about fictional characters Mara and Samael bringing Cara into their bed and becoming a threesome. A story about them all sharing each other. The thing is, although I knew exactly how it would end, I was having  a hard time writing a beginning. I outlined  the story, but none of the real words would come out. I couldn&#8217;t figure out why I couldn&#8217;t write what I wanted to happen. <\/p>\n<p>It didn&#8217;t bother me that much. I figured it was just because I am not a very proficient writer. Not a real writer. I&#8217;m not used to writing fiction. Obviously I was doing something wrong. It&#8217;s not like I know what I am doing. I am just making it all up as I go along. <\/p>\n<p>The other day, a cousin wrote something in his blog that said &#8220;<a href=\"http:\/\/messagesto.wordpress.com\/2014\/05\/14\/easy-when-its-true\/\">it&#8217;s easy when it&#8217;s true<\/a>&#8221; and it was suddenly clear. <\/p>\n<p>I couldn&#8217;t write about Samael sharing Mara because it isn&#8217;t true. Samael wouldn&#8217;t share her with anyone. She is his. He is hers. They belong to each other. <\/p>\n<p>They might desire other people, but really? They are one. <\/p>\n<p>People have an inner Truth, even if they don&#8217;t know what it is. So do stories, as it turns out. And telling the stories is easy when it&#8217;s true. <\/p>\n<p>Or easier, anyway.<br \/>\nI suspect it&#8217;s never really easy.<br \/>\nMost things aren&#8217;t. <\/p>\n<p>And figuring out what is True?<br \/>\nWell.<br \/>\nMaybe that&#8217;s not so easy, either. <\/p>\n<p><meta name=\"twitter:card\" content=\"summary_large_image\" \/><br \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:site\" content=\"@site_username\" \/><br \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:title\" content=\"Michelle's House of Horrors\" \/><br \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:description\" content=\"Perhaps. Maybe. 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The thing is, although I knew exactly how it would end, I was having a hard &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?p=5822\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">When it&#8217;s true<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5822","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-words"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p7lr3R-1vU","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":8276,"url":"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?p=8276","url_meta":{"origin":5822,"position":0},"title":"Samael and the hell hound","author":"Michelle","date":"March 4, 2015","format":false,"excerpt":"\u00a0 \"But do you love me?\" asked Mara.\u00a0 \u00a0\"I do not understand the human idea of love,\" Samael replied. \u00a0\"I love all of humanity. 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