{"id":6603,"date":"2014-07-10T05:30:14","date_gmt":"2014-07-10T12:30:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/michellejolin.com\/wordpress\/?p=6603"},"modified":"2014-07-09T22:24:25","modified_gmt":"2014-07-10T05:24:25","slug":"per-tutte-le-persone-che-non-capiscono","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?p=6603","title":{"rendered":"Per tutte le persone che non capiscono.."},"content":{"rendered":"

\nE se davvero tu vuoi vivere una vita luminosa e pi\u00f9 fragrante,
\ncancella col coraggio quella supplica dagli occhi.
\nTroppo spesso la saggezza \u00e8 solamente la prudenza pi\u00f9 stagnante,
\ne quasi sempre dietro la collina \u00e8 il sole.
\n–Mogol-Battisti\/La Collina Dei Ciliegi<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

For the vast majority of you, this will be even harder to understand than it usually is. Apologies. Think of it as an exercise in seeing things the way the rest of the world does with our all-American linguistic domination. If the Roman Empire had lasted another millennium….maybe you’d read me like this every day. <\/p>\n

\u00c8 chiaro che non voglio dire tutti quelli che non capiscono. Non capisce nessuno, e non \u00e8 perch\u00e9 scrivo in Inglese, Italiano o Cinese. \u00c8 perch\u00e9 sono un essere umano, e gli esseri umani non capiscono mai niente d’importante.<\/p>\n

In questi lunghi giorni, con una vita che…beh..non funziona pi\u00f9 benissimo..penso molto a quello che voglio. La vita che vorrei vivere. Una vita semplice. Una vita piena. Ma quello che voglio?<\/p>\n

Non so proprio. <\/p>\n

Riesco a definire quelli che NON voglio, ma non so se \u00e8 una cosa che voglio fare, determinare la mia vita per punti negativi. Preferirei trovare i positivi. <\/p>\n

E mi spiego male.<\/p>\n

Non so pi\u00f9 l’Italiano. Peccato, no, quando lo scrivevo cos\u00ec bene? (E si, non saper scrivere \u00e8 una scusa..mi spiego male in tutte le lingue)<\/p>\n

E poi non \u00e8 mica complicata quello che voglio. L’ha gi\u00e0 detto Battisti lass\u00f9: una vita luminosa. <\/p>\n

Che faccio per viverla?<\/p>\n

Cancello col coraggio quella supplica dagli occhi…
\nOk ok ok<\/p>\n

Cerco di fare le cose che mi fanno paura. Essere chi sono, invece di essere quella che piace agli altri. Quella finta Michelle? Se non piaceva a nessuno, non m’importava. Non ero io. Se non piace a nessuno quella vera? Ahhh…ma ecco il trucco: quella vera? Quella con le idee strane? Quella taciturna? Piace molto di pi\u00f9 alla gente. Che meraviglia. <\/p>\n

Poi cerco di parlare un po’ di pi\u00f9. Non riesco sempre. Se non riesco a dire le mie parole, le scrivo qui. Esco pi\u00f9 spesso in vece di stare sempre sola. Mi piace stare sola, ma stare sempre sola perch\u00e9 ho paura di…di che, poi? Ecco. Esco. Vedo gli amici. Non mi nascondo. <\/p>\n

La saggezza? Non \u00e8 fatta per me.<\/p>\n

Scrivere in Italiano \u0117 difficile. Come ci riesci ogni giorno, voi Italiani?<\/p>\n

And now I feel like I need to go back to Italy for a little sumpin’…
\nI wish I could take Chelle. It’s her birthday. Happy birthday!<\/p>\n


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E se davvero tu vuoi vivere una vita luminosa e pi\u00f9 fragrante, cancella col coraggio quella supplica dagli occhi. Troppo spesso la saggezza \u00e8 solamente la prudenza pi\u00f9 stagnante, e quasi sempre dietro la collina \u00e8 il sole. –Mogol-Battisti\/La Collina Dei Ciliegi For the vast majority of you, this will be even harder to understand … Continue reading Per tutte le persone che non capiscono..<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6603","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-words"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p7lr3R-1Iv","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":1102,"url":"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?p=1102","url_meta":{"origin":6603,"position":0},"title":"Shhhh, We’re recreating","author":"Michelle","date":"August 25, 2013","format":false,"excerpt":"che i sogni siano sintomi che i sogni siano segni sanno i sogni sanno i sogni sanno i sogni che... --CSI\/Sogni e Sintomi Jane, you're an atheist. 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