{"id":7945,"date":"2014-10-21T05:30:25","date_gmt":"2014-10-21T12:30:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/michellejolin.com\/wordpress\/?p=7945"},"modified":"2014-10-21T12:20:24","modified_gmt":"2014-10-21T19:20:24","slug":"nothing-from-nothing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?p=7945","title":{"rendered":"Nothing comes  from nothing"},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote><p>Nothing comes from nothing,<br \/>\nNothing ever could.<br \/>\nSo somewhere in my youth or childhood<br \/>\nI must have done something good.<br \/>\n&#8211;Rodgers and Hammerstein\/Something Good\n<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>There&#8217;s this really annoying song that&#8217;s been entrenched in my brain for several days. I don&#8217;t know about most people, but to me that&#8217;s a lot like the voice of God speaking directly into my ear. <\/p>\n<p>Ear worm-voice of God  Potayto-potahto. Wait, that isn&#8217;t Rodgers and Hammerstein, it&#8217;s George and Ira Gershwin. Is it mixing metaphors to use one song reference to describe another? Oh, this is getting complicated.<\/p>\n<p>No matter how I describe it,  the point is that I really do think that ear worms are my personal equivalent of a message from God. Moses had fiery visions. Joseph Smith had magic rocks. Some people hear a voice answering their prayers. I don&#8217;t believe in a god, and I don&#8217;t hear voices, but I do have music in my head, and a lot of times there is a reason a specific song gets stuck in there.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s a message. Call it God, or call it my subconscious mind, but it&#8217;s a message. <\/p>\n<p>Except when it&#8217;s Abba. Then it&#8217;s just annoying.<\/p>\n<p>So what does it mean? Hell if I know. I&#8217;m no soothsayer. Where&#8217;s Joseph and his prognosticating rainbow jacket when I need him? <\/p>\n<p>On a superficial level, I suppose it&#8217;s true that nothing comes from nothing. To get a plant, you need a seed. To gain acceptance, you have to be tolerant yourself. To love yourself , you have to forgive others. To get, you always have to give. Seems like that&#8217;s true. The happiest people I know seem to be the ones who are the most giving. The most generous in spirit. The ones who seem to share naturally.<\/p>\n<p>Nothing comes from nothing&#8230;you need a catalyst. Internal or external. A bit of a spark. Like a spark moves a piston that turns an axle that moves a car? And  where does the spark come from?<\/p>\n<p>At some point wasn&#8217;t there nothing?<br \/>\nDoes everything come from nothing?<\/p>\n<p>Nothing comes from nothing, but I am definitely going nowhere with this&#8230;<br \/>\nSleepy brains do not reason well.<br \/>\nOr maybe I will be stuck with this song until the message is clear&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>And for those of you who keep track of such things, it&#8217;s the Carrie Underwood version. Because whatever it is who controls the message appears to dislike me intensely. Shut up. I know it&#8217;s me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Nothing comes from nothing, Nothing ever could. So somewhere in my youth or childhood I must have done something good. &#8211;Rodgers and Hammerstein\/Something Good There&#8217;s this really annoying song that&#8217;s been entrenched in my brain for several days. I don&#8217;t know about most people, but to me that&#8217;s a lot like the voice of God &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?p=7945\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Nothing comes  from nothing<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7945","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-words"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p7lr3R-249","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":908,"url":"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?p=908","url_meta":{"origin":7945,"position":0},"title":"My level of faith is doubtful but optimistically realistic","author":"Michelle","date":"August 26, 2013","format":false,"excerpt":"Free your mind And the rest will follow --Free Your Mind\/En Vogue Precognition my ear. --One Way Or Another\/Blondie Doubt. 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