You say the nicest things when you’re not even aware you’re talking..I wish you were that sweet when you’re fully conscious. <\/p>\n
What? <\/p>\n
Like when you’re just about asleep. Or just about passed out. <\/p>\n
Wouldn’t I remember?<\/p>\n
I don’t know. I don’t think so. You’ve said you want to spend your whole life with me a few times. <\/p>\n
I have?<\/p>\n
Yep. <\/p>\n
When I asleep?<\/p>\n
Sort of. <\/p>\n
How do you know I was talking to you?<\/p>\n
You were talking about<\/em> me, not to<\/em> me. <\/p>\n Who was I talking to?<\/p>\n Your brother, I think, sometimes. Or people at work. <\/p>\n What did I say?<\/p>\n That you loved me, but you were afraid you’d fuck up. That you wanted to be with me, but didn’t want to lose me. <\/p>\n I don’t remember. <\/p>\n I know. Sometimes you talk about work, then you talk about me. Like you’re talking to someone on the phone. <\/p>\n Why don’t you wake me up?<\/p>\n It’s the only time you say such nice things about me. <\/p>\n I say nice things to you sometimes!<\/p>\n You do…but not as nice as the things you say when you’re out of it. <\/p>\n Like what?<\/p>\n Once you said ” she doesn’t even know how I feel. I can’t tell her, she won’t believe me.” You were arguing with someone. I think that time it was your brother. Another time it seemed more like you were telling someone about me. <\/p>\n Whole conversations?<\/p>\n More or less. Mumbled a little, and interwoven with random stuff. I try not to read anything into it. I mean, if there was something you wanted me to know, wouldn’t you tell me?<\/p>\n I don’t know. <\/p>\n I do. You wouldn’t.<\/p>\n Eventually I probably would. <\/p>\n Why eventually and not now? Or in a week?<\/p>\n That’s a good question. <\/p>\n Bok. Bok. Bok. <\/p>\n I’m not a chicken. I’m just not ready. <\/p>\n You may never be. <\/p>\n Maybe not. <\/p>\n I wonder. <\/p>\n Me too.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"