{"id":921,"date":"2013-08-16T16:20:25","date_gmt":"2013-08-16T23:20:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/michellejolin.com\/wordpress\/?p=921"},"modified":"2013-08-17T17:25:13","modified_gmt":"2013-08-18T00:25:13","slug":"dreaming-is-free","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?p=921","title":{"rendered":"Dreaming is free"},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote><p>An&#8217; then, an&#8217; then I hit him in the eye<br \/>\nAn&#8217; I told him I wasn&#8217;t gonna be dead no more &#8217;cause I din&#8217;t wanna be.<br \/>\n&#8211;Teeter totter dream kid\/Trouthaven<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>There are a couple of boys on the teeter totter across from the cabin, maybe 5 and 7 years old. The younger one, who sounds a lot like a miniature Barry Kripke (Bawwy Kwipke), has been trying to get the older kid to listen to him tell about the dream he had last night. It&#8217;s been going on for nearly an hour. I have no idea what it was about, because I can only hear him when the wind blows this way and he&#8217;s at the top of the teeter totter.<\/p>\n<p>During a lull in the dream story, he also discovered the properties of the fulcrum:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>Hey! When I sit faw away fwom the handle I am heaview than you aw. An&#8217; when I sit close to it you weigh mow.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>I am drinking coffee and have started my nth novel of the trip. <em>Bag of Bones<\/em>. It isn&#8217;t scary yet.<\/p>\n<p>Mostly I&#8217;m watching the ripples on the lake and smiling at the bits of dream talk from the teeter totter.<\/p>\n<p>Now and then I have another sip of coffee while Mark does whatever it is you do to a fishing pole if you&#8217;re going to fish from a boat instead of from the dock.<\/p>\n<p>My coffee has long since gone cold.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t mind.<\/p>\n<p>Oh! Apparently I&#8217;m going fishing too.<\/p>\n<p>Gotta go.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/michellejolin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/08\/20130816-161115.jpg?ssl=1\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full\" alt=\"20130816-161115.jpg\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/michellejolin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/08\/20130816-161115.jpg?w=660&#038;ssl=1\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/michellejolin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/08\/20130816-161123.jpg?ssl=1\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full\" alt=\"20130816-161123.jpg\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/michellejolin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/08\/20130816-161123.jpg?w=660&#038;ssl=1\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?attachment_id=959\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-959\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"959\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?attachment_id=959\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/michellejolin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/08\/1092162_10201785358936708_1172208272_o.jpg?fit=1986%2C1034&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"1986,1034\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"teeter\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/michellejolin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/08\/1092162_10201785358936708_1172208272_o.jpg?fit=660%2C344&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-959\" alt=\"teeter\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/michellejolin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/08\/1092162_10201785358936708_1172208272_o.jpg?resize=300%2C156&#038;ssl=1\" width=\"300\" height=\"156\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/michellejolin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/08\/1092162_10201785358936708_1172208272_o.jpg?resize=300%2C156&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/michellejolin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/08\/1092162_10201785358936708_1172208272_o.jpg?resize=150%2C78&amp;ssl=1 150w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/michellejolin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/08\/1092162_10201785358936708_1172208272_o.jpg?resize=1024%2C533&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/michellejolin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/08\/1092162_10201785358936708_1172208272_o.jpg?resize=800%2C416&amp;ssl=1 800w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/michellejolin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/08\/1092162_10201785358936708_1172208272_o.jpg?w=1986&amp;ssl=1 1986w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/michellejolin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/08\/1092162_10201785358936708_1172208272_o.jpg?w=1320&amp;ssl=1 1320w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/michellejolin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/08\/20130816-161153.jpg?ssl=1\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full\" alt=\"20130816-161153.jpg\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/michellejolin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/08\/20130816-161153.jpg?w=660&#038;ssl=1\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>An&#8217; then, an&#8217; then I hit him in the eye An&#8217; I told him I wasn&#8217;t gonna be dead no more &#8217;cause I din&#8217;t wanna be. &#8211;Teeter totter dream kid\/Trouthaven There are a couple of boys on the teeter totter across from the cabin, maybe 5 and 7 years old. The younger one, who sounds &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?p=921\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Dreaming is free<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":959,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-921","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-words"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/michellejolin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/08\/1092162_10201785358936708_1172208272_o.jpg?fit=1986%2C1034&ssl=1","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p7lr3R-eR","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":1037,"url":"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?p=1037","url_meta":{"origin":921,"position":0},"title":"Vacation reading update, because I know you&#8217;ve all been fretting about it.","author":"Michelle","date":"August 22, 2013","format":false,"excerpt":"\u00a0 If you want to double check what my reading list included, it's over here. 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