{"id":9688,"date":"2015-04-01T05:00:15","date_gmt":"2015-04-01T12:00:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/michellejolin.com\/wordpress\/?p=9688"},"modified":"2015-03-31T22:14:45","modified_gmt":"2015-04-01T05:14:45","slug":"nothing-yeah-lets-just-go-with-nothing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?p=9688","title":{"rendered":"Nothing? Yeah. Let’s just go with nothing.\u00a0"},"content":{"rendered":"

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 I have a couple of things roughed out. Nothing quite ready to put up. <\/p>\n

The thing is,  I am just too fucking tired to deal with it, so I am going to bed. <\/p>\n

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My plan to achieve balance through establishing priorities doesn’t seem to be going very well so far. <\/p>\n

I did go to the gym today, and I wrote quite a bit. It just wasn’t enough. <\/p>\n

And, and, and…<\/p>\n

Zzzzzzzzz<\/p>\n

Holy crap. Someone just sent me a text and scare the life out if me.  It is possible that I may need to cut back on everything. <\/p>\n

Huh? What was that? You told me so? No, I told YOU. I just haven’t done it. <\/p>\n

Wait’ll you see how frazzled I am by the end of the week.  Tell me so then. You might as well save it up and get it all out at once. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

   I have a couple of things roughed out. Nothing quite ready to put up.  The thing is,  I am just too fucking tired to deal with it, so I am going to bed.  My plan to achieve balance through establishing priorities doesn’t seem to be going very well so far.  I did go to … Continue reading Nothing? Yeah. Let’s just go with nothing.\u00a0<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9688","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-words"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p7lr3R-2wg","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":7368,"url":"https:\/\/michellejolin.com\/?p=7368","url_meta":{"origin":9688,"position":0},"title":"Nothing to say, but it’s OK","author":"Michelle","date":"September 6, 2014","format":false,"excerpt":"I had a really good time last night, and was delivered back to my parents before midnight. 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