Sometimes I dissolve
and my eyes glaze over
and my head goes empty
and my heart gets all numb
Then it all shatters
into a million fears
Sometimes I wake up
with my pillow all wet
and my heart in my throat
and I don’t even know
what is happening
right inside my own head
So how can I hope
that anyone else will
figure out what is wrong
when my eyes glaze over
and it all goes dark
and everything is wrong